The Day

When results are out, there are probably three possible outcomes: 
1) Very happy,
2) Satisfied, or
3) Disappointed. 
And yea, I  fall into the 'disappointed' category this time.

Despite that, I realise I have to face a few judgements. There will be people who tend to show a bunch of concerns towards you and when they know about your failure, ah ha, they are happy. Well, instead of being sulky and bitter, I told myself to pity on them because their measure of happiness are simply limited.

The human nature teaches us to be jealous when people do better than you. I disagree. What's the point of being jealous? ''You reap what you sow.'', that's all about it. I got to be happy for them; I am  happy for them. God is happy for them. I reminded myself.

Yes, I cried an insultful cry.

But mum says,
''Girl, you just got to work harder next time.''---I suppose it's as simple as that after all.