Re connection

Praise the Lord! Today I felt God's peace again after such a long long time. It is undescribable. I felt enlighten in my spirit. I felt that a burden is lifted from me. I felt that I am moving back to the right track. I felt a strange re connection with God again. Thank you Jesus.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight."-Proverbs 3:5

This song came into my mind:

Turn your eyes upon Jesus;
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things on earth,
Will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and Name.

Desert

Life is abit messed up recently. I am dealing with some really tough situations. It sucks. Not only that, my spritiual level is low and dry. I know God is there, but He seems so far away from me. I miss His presence. I miss His voice.

I feel accused. I feel misunderstood. I feel unjustified. I feel angry. I feel hurt. I feel disappointed.

I believe things will eventually get better. If it doesn't get better, it's not the end of the lesson. God, whatever you want me to learn from this trial, may Your will be done. Just one small request: Please comfort me and grant me Your divine peace in times of need.

I hope the next post would be a post of break through and great testimony. Looking forward to that.

Ps. The optimistic and joyful Xingyin, you will come back soon. I promise.