Desert

Life is abit messed up recently. I am dealing with some really tough situations. It sucks. Not only that, my spritiual level is low and dry. I know God is there, but He seems so far away from me. I miss His presence. I miss His voice.

I feel accused. I feel misunderstood. I feel unjustified. I feel angry. I feel hurt. I feel disappointed.

I believe things will eventually get better. If it doesn't get better, it's not the end of the lesson. God, whatever you want me to learn from this trial, may Your will be done. Just one small request: Please comfort me and grant me Your divine peace in times of need.

I hope the next post would be a post of break through and great testimony. Looking forward to that.

Ps. The optimistic and joyful Xingyin, you will come back soon. I promise.